got health problem today, use my whole day to recover, now i got some o f my body covered paste, hopefully i will recover soon and defect the bad situation like now very soon although i han't got confidence to do so, pray for me, i needed to do so, even though i am not ... i want to suicien.
i know my father and sister don't want to use me like this, hopefully i can do so.
althought i got health problem, like skin rash, stayed at the hosiptal, due to i cannot got the sick leave this again.
luckily i probbably got the first aid passed, the leave at the hopsital is not a fault decision,
i can feel happy to meet a secondary school-mate, although we cannot got ehe chace to talk, lovely, i think i will got more busy to not let me have too much time to sad my sister's left.
may God, my heavenly Father lead and love me, so that i can forgot the grey and unhappiness.
thx for all you girls' pray, hopefully my rash will leave me soonl